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June 2012
- *lying in bed*
- Me: Tomorrow I'm going to start exercising, yeah, and I'll get fit. I'm gonna cut all the chocolate and junk food out of my diet too, and just eat healthy. And I'm going to start going to bed earlier, and not waiting until the last minute to do assignments. Then I'll have less stress. And I'm going to start going over my schoolwork every night so studying isn't so hard when exams come. And I'll take care of my skin and hair, and be kinder to everyone. And I'll be more confident. I'll just be a better person, yeah.
- *in the morning*
- Me: ah fuck it.
So emotional right now..I’m so blessed. And I just love my grandparents so much but I don’t show them that through my actions and I’m so upset because they’ve loved me for so long. I’ve just taken them for granted but I know they don’t have too long now. I hate myself for not showing them everyday. This is all my fault.
“I fell in love with her courage, her sincerity, and her flaming self respect. And it’s these things I’d believe in, even if the whole world indulged in wild suspicions that she wasn’t all she should be. I love her and it is the beginning of everything.”
—F. Scott Fitzgerald
